1 day and almost a half!!!!

I leave in like a day and almost a half(not quite a half) and the nerves are starting to get to me.
I have talked to like so many people, and say how much I'm going to miss this town(Ingersoll) and especially the people in it, and they always say yeah but don't worry cause your going to meet new people and you'll be fine, but how come whenever someone says that to you it seems to get harder to leave?

I am faced with a huge difficulty and roadblock for when I leave on Wednesday, I so want to have fun and let my fears go unnoticed, and step out of my comfort zone to meet new people, but I so desire to stay in my natural comfortable habitat. But I guess thats why I'm with other people, who will hopefully soon grow to accept me and like me just as much as everyone here does. I know forsure that I will never be alone. I will not be alone in the category of people feeling the exact same way as I do. I had talked to my PL the other day whom seemed to be a very nice girl, and I just hope everyone is as nice.

I leave very soon, and now that I have my packing done reality is sinking in. I'm going to be gone from home with no parents to help me through it, for 9 months!!! I'm going to have to suck it up and not be a mommy's girl or a daddy's girl for the whole 9 months and be my own girl:) haha, hopefully it'll work.

I'll write more, and my first official post about Katimavik will probably be sunday or monday night:)

Stay tunned my lovely readers:)

Stephanie